

I enjoyed my afternoon nap when it was raining. And yup, ended up that I didnapos;t touch my books as planned Damnnit.
As there has been many things going on over the past few days, I undergo retail therapy - not getting things for myself but for my Chanel babes who have been giving me advices and concern, giving me sales when I first worked in�Chanel�and even treated me to meals. Iapos;m truely touched by it thus to show my small small gratitude which is soooo small and itapos;s not enough, I got 3 of them a small gift. Havenapos;t thought of what to get for Mummy Serene whoapos;s giving birth soon. Will save up to give her a bigger gift.
C has been very sweet to me, giving me support and advices which Iapos;m glad that this person is around. We shopped and had dinner together. Mood was lighten as well while time passed.
I got myself a red/white stripe bikini. C said it looked good on me so I�just bought it and the service there was great. Will patronise there again. I really need a Sentosa Trip
Probably I missed him. I have the urge to contact him but stopped when I was about to type. He repeatedly said that heapos;s busy, sick and tired�and gave his word that he will contact me.� Seeing that his facebook status stated that heapos;s tired, I gave it a rest. I trust and believe that he will contact me as he said he will and he will. So with 2 days passed, I think I looked like an idiot, hoping that his name will appear in my inbox or call list but of course, nothing of such happened. I really really really wanted to contact him, but I�was reminded of the past when I was with my last bf - he said that I was too good to him, too clingy always contacting him while it seemed like he did nothing, and this made him feel guilty. So ended up, we broke up and I didnapos;t want to be in a relationship with anybody - or should I say, I did not meet a man whom I can communicate with, and feel safe while with a guy, until he came along. Not wanting history to repeat itself, I stopped myself from contacting and if this man ever contact me, Iapos;ll be, of course, glad to reply. I really am sick of being called a nuisance again.
The thoughts that he might be with his friends, or in camp, or even reconciled with his ex-gf crept in and I really felt very disappointed when thereapos;s no news or contact about it. But because I�love this man, I trust that he will not do such things such as lying or making excuses. He will not want to make or repeat a history which had hurt him before, to hurt me.
Thus, I�believe in him. As the saying goes, "Whatapos;s yours is yours," No point being forceful about everything. And itapos;s not that I will not be perservere - itapos;s just that my love for him does not mean to owe him and make me mine. If heapos;s happy with his life, then Iapos;ll be happy for him too.
J says why are we like that. Itapos;s simply because weapos;re woman and are naive woman. Love is selfish, and Iapos;m selfish too. But I had enough and feel so old about everything now. Finally sort out my thoughts and thought about it. If he loves me, heapos;ll be here for me. =)
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